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mm i din manage to blog abt last week.. er cant rmb wad happened on tues. there was the j1s leaders' thingy goin on at nite. went there aft studyin at the lib. ya i was suepr crazy at the lib.. so ya we were v noisy. the leaders' thing. aiya nothing much la it was endin alr. n actualli i cant realli b bothered abtg the j1 leaders stuff. just try n guide the juniors in any way i can la. ya cos i notice they'll misinterpret some stuff sometimes la yeah. went home feelin quite unhappy.. but din think much abt it also. i just cant understand him la hai.
on wed.. talked during break. wohh i was cryin in the canteen. damn siao la like first time cry in sch durin a normal sch day. was still cryin durin bio pract. just felt v sorry tt i dun understand him. nvm itz complicated. den cldnt tahan wushu trng cos i was having headache.. plus lion dance was goin on at the same time so i went to lnmess to slp. so ya i was feelin quite high n energetic durin dragon dance aft tt. hahaha took my bicyle tt was in sch n cycled arnd wif hwee ting. oops heh we din noe cannot cycle on the track.. n we actualli cycled 1 n a half rounds then got stopped by the guard. while cyclin back to the ld room i lost my balance n fell. n i was feelin super high n laughing like crazy.. den realised my left knee was bleeding AGAIN. n my right ankle there was bruised. went to wm's house for dinner. was havin gastric. hai had to wait for him mah haha. lousy mood again. cried again. n now i feel so numb when i cry cos ive gotten so used to all of these shit. the tears tt keep flowing down my cheeks non stop.. just dun seem to mean much to me anymore. until when i saw him cry.. my heart melted n i forgot abt everything. so yeah it was a crazy day.. mood swing 4 times la. good to bad n bad to good n good to bad n bad to good. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
thurs nite. cant rmb wad happened. but i finally agreed to takin a break frm each other for a wk. think cos i was feelin pissed again cos the probs were back.. n theres realli nothing we noe of to salvage the r/s at tt moment.
so yeah it was a long long long crazy week.
on sat. cool. went for lunch at penang kitchen near coronation.. n den mudpie n tehtarik icecream at island creamery at serene. yayyy yum. den went macritchie. haha wm looked weird in the super short fbts. ok la quite cool. hehh waited damn long ast the canteen for his race to start. super cold la it was raining. haa anw finalli it started. ooo saw kaiming too. n kaiming came him 2nd for mens under 20.. wif a timing of arnd 18 mins ba.. for 5.1plus km? haha. haiya expected 1 la. n i thot weiming did v well leh. din expect to see him so soon cos i thot landdis wld b b4 him. like wohh super cool la wm got a timing of 19min 50 sec. yay tt's my boy! yay so proud of him. but he din think it was good. rarr. haha considerin he din train much leh. so yess i noe he can do a lot a lot better for nationals! =) yay jiayou!
went toapayoh n plaza sing aft tt. ahahha. went to eat.. walk arnd.. permanently planted ourselves in carrefour to play on those keyboards. super cool la. so fun! den got super attracted by the fragrance of toast from toast box o.O went in immediately haha. but ehh okok onli la not say v nice =(
sun. went for ld trng in sch. wa siao damn tired n giddy la. hahaha. practised cymbals n drums. just made me feel like vomitting. too loud la. but ya it was alright.
today almost killed me. was actualli alr feelin quite stressed abt econs test tmr.. suepr lots of gp stuff due on wed.. n wushu music for love fiesta performance due on wed morning. it was quite bad alr. until miss ling talked to me.. like wtf. this sat other than wushu n dragon dance performance for love fiesta.. we still hafta go down to singapore buddhist lodge in the morning to perform lion dance?! like when our lion dance is so totalli not ready n we onli got one lion. summore the routine we're now learnin is for cny.. so ya itz rather different. PLUS PLUS PLUS. the NTU lion dance display blah shit thing still on on the 10th feb. at 1st thot itz on the 3rd so we dun hafta go. but now we hafta COMPETE in lion dance. n ya as i just said our lion dance is not ready. so gg. haha. so yupp to summarise.. we haf 3 performances this sat.. 1 competition next sat.. n lion dance performance for cny. so tts 5 in 2 weeks. yay.
i was so stressed tt i cried at the cafe aft i talked to miss ling. den wm came up.. n i was laughing n cryin at the same time like a mad woman.
so haiya wdv la die liao we're dead.
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